i wish that i

a) had been born rich

or

b) could just go to college and marry rich

so i could just try (and fail?) anything i wanted to without worrying about trivial things, like eating. i just realized that i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life. i also realized that i probably don’t really want to pursue a career in business or law. i want a creative job! not one so structured where i’d have to abide by strict dress codes and little room for flexibility. i know i’m young and my plans will change, but all the things i truly want to do are so hard to succeed in. or make money in. i want to be a journalist. i want to design greeting cards. i want to be an interior designer. i want to be a graphic designer!

i want to have loads of money so i can do whatever i want without being terrified of failing miserably. and so i can have the resources to keep trying different things til i find my niche.