December 2011
5 posts
oh my god world
i am so happy to be home. i am stupid-happy to be home. i am happy in the way that i can’t stop smiling because tomorrow i’m gonna wake up whenever i want in my bed and i’ll have car keys and a full day to do whatever i want and go where ever i want.
but more importantly, i am stupid-happy to be at home because when i step foot in this beautiful home of mine i can remember how...
August 2011
1 post
"Falser Words Were Never Spoken"
“Thoreau, Gandhi, Mandela — it’s easy to see why their words and ideas have been massaged into gauzy slogans. They were inspirational figures, dreamers of beautiful dreams. But what goes missing in the slogans is that they were also sober, steely men. Each of them knew that thoroughgoing change, whether personal or social, involves humility and sacrifice, and that the effort to change...
July 2011
7 posts
I just combed through the archives of this blog
This tumblr has been existed since April of my sophomore year of high school, and I just spent the last 45 minutes of my life rereading a solid chunk of my posts from then to now. I relived many of my highs and lows of my last three years with bemusement and its been interesting to see the ways in which I’ve changed and the ways I haven’t.
Moreover, I realized that in high school, I...
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love is...
hearing a song and then getting excited about running to it/listening to it while driving around/incorporating it into your life
These are my general thoughts right now
okay, so it’s summertime, I’m back at home, working, chillin’, livin’ the dream. Except not really because I am honestly bored as hell. And as evidenced by the previous post, I have some unresolved issues and concerns to be dealt with as well. However, the problem is that I’m not really sure what methods to take to deal. What should I do to figure my shit out? Also,...
June 2011
2 posts
i'm scared as shit
I HAVE NOTHING FIGURED OUT AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT.
my life, in summation.
March 2011
1 post
Constant Wanderlust: sabino: I just read a comment... →
sabino:
I just read a comment from a 2004 article by the NY Times about the loneliest whale in the world. Scientists have been tracking her since 1992 and they discovered the problem:
She isn’t like any other baleen whale. Unlike all whales, she doesn’t have friends. She doesn’t have a…
my god
February 2011
3 posts
bare all.
My knowledge of love came in phases. Slow phases. Waves of realization that would wash over me and leave me balking at the sheer obviousness of it all. In hindsight, everything seems so clear but in the present, I remember the haze of confusion and lust and excitement and butterflies.
In my early teen years, love was pure beauty. A fairytale that I longed to experience and feel the true euphoria...
August 2010
1 post
July 2010
3 posts
DELAY AUGUST
delay delay delay!
hey guys
i am full of conflicting feelings this summer. i bounce between boredom and euphoria and fear and anticipation and anxiety and i don’t even know. this is just such a weird transition period, you know? i constantly feel like i’m suspended between childhood and adulthood, where i try to move my way forward towards becoming an adult but i am inevitably pulled back. growing up is the...
June 2010
1 post
bonnaroo
fucking incredible, you guys. looking past all the bullshit of feeling dirty beyond imagination and using rancid portapotties, it is an indescribable experience. whether it’s dancing til 5 am or waiting for 5 hours to see your favorite set, there’s an amazing energy when you’re with 80,000 other people who love music just as much as you do. i can’t wait to go back.
May 2010
5 posts
i graduated high school
that’s basically it
sweet, sweet summertime
done with high school
graduation’s around the corner
daily errands/adventures
late night glow-in-the-dark ultimate frisbee
chillin’ poolside in the near future
bonnaroo coming up soon
i’m ready and so content right now.
I am at Otto and Mario Batali is three tables...
yearslater:
edatrix:
vneckandacardigan:
mar-see-ah:
I love New York.
YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH.
does he wear his Crocs out to dinner?
he wears his Crocs everywhere. I spotted him at a restaurant midtown dining with his BFFL Gwyneth Paltrow and he had traffic cone orange ones on that day.
AMAZING
April 2010
7 posts
i am feeling a lot of emotions right now
and i’m not really sure how to articulate them. i don’t really know that i want to, because this shit isn’t perks of being a wallflower.
but you know, its kind of weird because i should only be feeling sublimely happy right now. i’ve got a lot of good things going for me. it’s probably just pms. lets be honest, i am not that complex.
i have a really great best friend
1 tag
i'm only brave when i'm drunk
1 tag
March 2010
13 posts
i love my momma
for taking care of me when i really need it. and being there for me when nobody else is. and all that other stuff. family really is the bomb, ya’ll.
spring breakin' it
is mostly lots of volunteering, lunches with shelby, and random adventures. and still working on schoolwork! its been nice. maybe not relaxing, but at least i’m not in school and i’m being productive. and college decisions (THE college decision) comes out this week. i’m a little nervous.
but after break, it’s a 5 week haul to the end of high school (forever!) and then...
"Some women choose to follow men, and some women...
deadxdisco:
littleteaspoon:
- Lady Gaga
retail therapy, i need a break
i just spent 80 dollars on urbanoutfitters purchasing a shirt and a pair of boots. BOTH were on sale, i promise. the shirt’s original price was $38 and i got it for $20. the boots were originally $160 and i got them for $60. but still, i just spent 80 of my hard-earned dollars on two items and i feel really bad. i’m trying to make this money to save up for college and i’m...
right now,
i wish that i
a) had been born rich
or
b) could just go to college and marry rich
so i could just try (and fail?) anything i wanted to without worrying about trivial things, like eating. i just realized that i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life. i also realized that i probably don’t really want to pursue a career in business or law. i want a creative job! not one so...
it's not the chase that i love, it's me following...
so the applying wasn’t so bad, but the waiting may kill me before i ever get any decisions. this is awful. pure torture. i have had to wait four months before i can have any idea of what/where/how i will be living my life next year. THIS IS NOT HOW IT SHOULD BE. this weird limbo stage should not be this long. it is absurd and unfair.
everything just feels like it’s on unsteady ground....
i'm tired today
mondays are such a drag
